I woke up in the morning and I didnโt want anything, didnโt do anything, couldnโt do it anyway, just lay there listening to the blood rush through me and it never made any sense, anything.
Richard SikenYou go to work the next day pretending nothing happened. Your co-workers ask if everything's okay and you tell them you're just tired. And you're trying to smile. And they're trying to smile.
Richard SikenYou wanted happiness, I canโt blame you for that, and maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy but tell me you love this, tell me youโre not miserable.
Richard SikenVanity, in a fairy tale, will make you evil. Vanity in the real world will drive you nuts. Vanity makes you say things like โI deserved a better life than this.
Richard SikenYou see, I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say or love me back.
Richard Sikenhow we rolled up the carpet so we could dance, and the days were bright red, and every time we kissed there was another apple to slice into pieces. Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it's noon, that means we're inconsolable. Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. These our bodies, possessed by light. Tell me we'll never get used to it.
Richard Siken