The best thing you've got going for you is individuality.
I like the idea of playing in unison with yourself.
I think you can refine what you do, and become more consistent. And you write better songs that have a better shape and a better feeling. You evolve into and out of things, and go through stages, but, ultimately, you do improve.
I just like to entertain myself by sitting down and writing songs.
You want the audience to be uncomfortable.
There's a part of me that wishes I'd never said one single solitary word on any subject publicly. Then I could have been the tortured poet, and there's so much mileage in that. But it's too late to stop now.