He didn't see me looking at him, but I could tell the ceremony was having the same effect on him. He was enraptured. It was a rare and sweet look for him, reminding me of the tortured artist that lived beneath the sarcasm. I liked that about Adrianโnot the tortured part, but the way he could feel so deeply and then transform those emotions into art.
Richelle MeadYou aren't afraid of throwing yourself in the path of danger, but you're terrified of letting anyone in.
Richelle MeadHowever, he also trusted me to make my own decisions. Contradicting me or telling me what to do wasn't in his nature - even though he secretly may have wanted to.
Richelle MeadIf it makes you feel any better, youโre not as bad as Keith. He was here earlier today and was so nervous, he literally kept looking over his shoulder.โ Lee paused thoughtfully. โI think it might have been because Adrian kept laughing like a mad scientist at those old black-and-white movies he was watching.
Richelle MeadYou need me? You yell. You want to leave? We go. I'll get you out of here, no matter what.
Richelle MeadI didnโt get her cutting at all. Sheโd done it sporadically, ever since the accident and it scared me each time. She'd try to explain it to me, how she didn't want to dieโshe just needed to get it out somehow. She felt so much emotionally, she would say, that a physical outletโphysical painโwas the only way to make the internal pain go away. It was the only way she could control it.
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