The Bible makes it really clear that if I am not receptive to the grace of God I am headed toward wrath.
It is never too late to start growing.
Instant obedience will teach you more about God than a lifetime of Bible discussions.
I never have been involved in politics.
You've got a lot to look forward to in Heaven. Compared to what's in store for you in Heaven, your current pain and problems are petty.
But no one who is lost has lost one ounce of value to God. Even if you don't have a relationship with him, you have immense value to God.