Don't confuse activity with productivity. Many people are simply busy being busy.
All great thinkers are initially ridiculed - and eventually revered.
I take a massage each week. This isn't an indulgence, it's an investment in your full creative expression/productivity/passion and sustained good health.
Clarity proceeds Mastery!
Take care of your dreams. Or your fears will care for them for you.
The time you waste now you'll wish you used well at the end.