There is always death at the end of your plan and life at the end of God's plan.
The baptism of the spirit will do for you, what a phone booth did for Clark Kent, it will change you into a different being.
We must accept all of Gods will for us, not just those portions that happen to appeal and bring instant gratification and pleasure to us.
And when you can't do nothing else - pray.
Gay sex is a veritable breeding ground for disease.
At Calvary, there was a great healing transfer where the responsibility for healing was switched from God giving it, to you receiving it.