What? Are you still pretending you are separate from the Beloved?
Don't see yourself as a body of clay; See yourself as a mirror reflecting the divine beauty.
Make peace with the universe. Take joy in it. It will turn to gold. Resurrection will be now. Every moment, a new beauty.
Get yourself out of the way, and let Joy have more space.
Embark on the journey of LOVE. It takes you from yourself to yourself.
Feel the delight of walking in the noisy street and being the noise.