There is a candle in your heart, ready to be kindled. There is a void in your soul, ready to be filled. You feel it, don't you?
We can't help being thirsty, moving toward the voice of water.
Although I may try to describe Love, When I experience it, I am speechless.
Stay with friends who support you in these. Talk with them about sacred texts, and how you are doing, and how they are doing, and keep your practices together.
It is certain that an atom of goodness on the path of faith is never lost.
Why, when God's world is so big, did you fall asleep in a prison, of all places?