Try another way of looking. Try you looking and the whole universe seeing.

The illuminated life can happen now, in the moments left. Die to your ego, and become a True Human Being.

The fault is in the one who blames. Spirit sees nothing to criticize.

How will you know the difficulties of being human, if you are always flying off to blue perfection? Where will you plant your grief seeds? Workers need ground to scrape and hoe, not the sky of unspecified desire.

You have Within you more love than you could ever understand.

Give yourself completely to the one you call God. If you are not doing it you are wasting your time here.

You rave about the Holy Place (Masjid al-Haram) and say you've visited God's garden but where is your bunch of flowers? There is some merit in the suffering you have endured but what a pity you have not discovered the Makkah thats inside