Even though you're not equipped, keep searching: equipment isn't necessary on the way to the Lord.
RumiYou think because you understand 'one' you must also understand 'two', because one and one make two. But you must also understand 'and'.
RumiLovers O lovers, lovers it is time to set out from the world. I hear a drum in my soul's ear coming from the depths of the stars. Our camel driver is at work; the caravan is being readied. He asks that we forgive him for the disturbance he has caused us, He asks why we travellers are asleep. Everywhere the murmur of departure; the stars, like candles thrust at us from behind blue veils, and as if to make the invisible plain, a wondrous people have come forth.
Rumi