Your depression is connected to your insolence and refusal to praise.
Sit quietly and listen for a voice that will say, "Be more silent." As that happens, your soul starts to revive.
Practice patience; it is the essence of praise. Have patience, for that is true worship. No other worship is worth as much. Have patience; patience is the key to all relief.
Gratitude is the wine for the soul. Go on. Get drunk.
Don't you know yet? It is your Light that lights the worlds.
Come sit with me! Let us drink the holy wine of happiness.