The world is a mountain, in which your words are echoed back to you.
If you are a man of learning, read something classic, a history of the human struggle and don't settle for mediocre verse.
All your anxiety is because of your desire for harmony. Seek disharmony, then you will gain peace.
There is a path from me to you that I am constantly looking for.
Get yourself out of the way, and let Joy have more space.
You rave about the Holy Place (Masjid al-Haram) and say you've visited God's garden but where is your bunch of flowers? There is some merit in the suffering you have endured but what a pity you have not discovered the Makkah thats inside