When it comes to losing with United, I feel solely responsible for it. I can't help it. My brain will work like mad after a defeat. I want to know where I have made the wrong decisions, how I could have changed things for this fantastic club.

I let people say and write what they want.

Losing is not in my vocabulary.

It's not just the manager who makes the decision, it's the player who makes the decision. They both decide fifty-fifty to make a decision.

As a private person I think I am now totally different from Ruud van Nistelrooy the footballer.

My back to the goal, physically fighting off defenders, trying to bang my goals in, every week I have to do the business for this club. That's the life of a striker.

Because people have read those things in the newspapers, they think it is true. Ten years ago all these things I have just mentioned would have upset me.