I have played for 15 years and it has been a dream.
Chase your dreams .... but make sure you don't find shortcuts.
It really doesn't matter honestly to look at the scoreboard where it's 20 runs and 2 wickets down or 200 runs, 2 wickets down, because... if you're positive inside it really doesn't matter. It just requires different planning sometimes.
I have never tried to compare myself to anyone else.
Making an effort is in your hands. Giving 100% is in your hands.
It's mental discipline that sets one apart, the ability to think differently and to generate energy in the right direction.