we had each other. I never needed anyone else. Thatโs the difference between you and me. You need all these people around you. Your friends, your boyfriend, everyone. Every single person has to like you. I only ever needed one person. Only ever needed you.
Sara ZarrNo one measures a life in weeks and days. You measure life in years and by the things that happen to you.
Sara ZarrI don't like to do too much psychological research because it might turn a character into a patchwork.
Sara ZarrI played the clarinet, and my sister played the violin... If wed had the discipline and the passion, maybe we could have been good.
Sara ZarrEthan and I are done," I said finally. "I'm sorry." "He was my first boyfriend." "I know." "The only real boyfriend I've had. I'm a senior in high school and he was my only real boyfriend." "I know." "And I won't find another one at Jones Hall. That is guaranteed." "Okay." "This is all very sad and tragic," I said. Alan unwrapped a sleeve of Smarties. "Yet, oddly, you don't seem that upset." "I know.
Sara ZarrOther memories stick, no matter how much you wish they wouldnโt. Theyโre like a song you hate but canโt ever get completely out of your head, and this song becomes the background noise of your entire life, snippets of lyrics and lines of music floating up and then receding, a crazy kind of tide that never stops.
Sara Zarr