The world was full of beauty. She wanted to grab hold of it and take it down into her bones. Yet always it seemed beyond her grasp. Sometimes only by a little, like now. The thinnest membrane. Usually, though, by miles. She couldnโt expect to be that kind of happy all the time. She knew that. But sometimes you could. Sometimes you should be allowed a tiny bit of joy that should stay with you for more than five minutes. That wasnโt too much to ask. To have a moment like this, and be able to hold on to it. To cross that membrane, and feel alive.
Sara ZarrThere's a lot that is awful. That's the struggle of getting old. To make sure you don't let what's hard...obscure the beauty.
Sara ZarrI understand that you can never have the whole picture; inevitably, thereโs stuff you donโt know, canโt know. But when it comes to Cameron I always want more than I have, would like to be able to take hold of at least one or two more pieces, if only because Iโm convinced there are parts of myself inside them.
Sara Zarr