That was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many different things. It was always changing, it was what everything was really all about.

My sister, who never understood most of the things I wanted her to, might have been able to understand what had happened to me in this summer of weddings and beginnings. And she was right. The first boy was always the hardest.

Hey, think fast!' I just looked at Fave as he chucked the basketball at me with possibly the worst overhand throw I'd ever seen. It landed to my far right, then bounced past me, banging against my dad's truck. 'Do you have a vision problem of something?' I asked him. 'Just keeping you on your toes,' he replied

I always thought I was different.

As if it didnt matter what was on, but instead how hard i was listening.

If this was my forever, I wouldn't want to spend it here.

It sounded stupid, but of course everything does when you're just getting the bare bones facts, only the basics.