He was not my boyfriend. On the other hand, he wasn't just a friend either. Instead, our relationship was elastic, stretching between those two extremes depending on who else was around, how much either of us had to drink, and other varying factors. This was exactly what I wanted, as commitments had never really been my thing. And it wasn't like it was hard, either. The only trick was never giving more than you were willing to lose.
Sarah DessenI wasnโt ready to think about the other yet: that it wasnโt that I wasnโt right for Macon, but that maybe he wasnโt right for me. There was a difference. Even for someone who things didnโt come easy for, someone like me.
Sarah DessenAll the bitchy girls in the world are just a training ground for what men can do to you.
Sarah DessenDuring this time we've been apart, it's you I've thought of when I'm at my weakest, and you who have pulled me through.
Sarah DessenWhen I pictured myself, it was always like just an outline in a coloring book, with the inside not yet completed. All the standard features were there. but the colors, the zigzags and plaids, the bits and pieces that made up me, Halley, weren't yet in place. Scarlett's vibrant reds and golds helped some, but I was still waiting.
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