How do you even begin to return to someone, much less convince them to do the same for you? I had no idea. More than ever, though, right then I had to believe the answer would just come to me.
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Sarah DessenOnce, this had been the life Iโd wanted. Even chosen. Now, though, I couldnโt believe that there had been a time when this kind of monotony and silence, this most narrow of existences, had been preferable. Then again, once, Iโd never known anything else.
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