What do you do when you finally hear everything you've always thought said aloud?
Too many locks, not enough keys.
You punched him by accident.
The only trick was never giving more that you were willing to lose.
You're not supposed to have it all figured out in high school. If you knew it all, and it was the best, it's all downhill from there.
But all I could think of was how when nothing made sense and hadn't for ages, you just have to grab onto anything you feel sure of.