We each survive in our own way.
Witches didn't need blood to survive, but humans didn't need wine, either.
Life isn't easy, no matter where you are. You'll make choices you think are right, and then suffer for them.
Don't feel bad for one moment about doing what brings you joy.
I don't quite comprehend why you'd force someone to bow when the purpose of the gesture is to display allegiance and respect.
You cannot pick and choose what parts of her to love.