Death is my lover and he wants to move in.

She's talking about herself in the third person because the idea of being who she is, of acknowledging that she is herself, is more than her pride can take.

You get mixed messages because I have mixed feelings.

the chicken's still dancing the chicken won't stop

Death is my lover and he wants to move in.

But you have friends. You have a lot of friends. What do you offer your friends to make them so supportave. What do you offer your friends to make them so supportave what do you offer. " ...if I could remember any more of my lines I'd add them so basically this is a preface to the whole play. I would like to quote the whole play. Currently my mind is afraid to remember the play.

I'm here, got no choice. But you, you should be telling people.