the chicken's still dancing the chicken won't stop

I'm here, got no choice. But you, you should be telling people.

I crave white on white and black, but my thoughts race in glorious technicolour, prodding me awake, whipping away the warm blanket of invisibility every time it sears to smother my mind in nothing.

They will love me for that which destroys me.

There is an objective reality in which my body and mind are one. But I am not here and never have been.

Only love can save me and love has destroyed me.

to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse, or heal to be fed, helped, nursed, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed, or healed to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with Other, with an equal to be forgiven to be loved to be free