I think the big evolutionary step for me is directing my own movies.
I'm not very good at parties. I'm a wallflower.
I am selective, but at the same time, I want to be out there as an actor and show people my range.
I don't want to be looked at. I really want to be a home body.
Growning up I felt incredibly guilty anout my fantasies and the things I wanted sexually. I was like: "Why do I feel this way? I don't understand it, but nobody's going to talk to me about it because we're not allowed to talk about that..."
I felt I could become a performer who stood out, who challenged the way things were done and make it more creative and also encourage men and women to not be afraid of their sexuality.