Live or die but don't poison everything.
One way or another the no doubt mad idea entered my mind that my own actions had historic importance and this fantasy (?) made it appear that people who harmed me were interfering with an important experiment.
Alternatives, and particularly desirable alternatives, grow only on imaginary trees.
It's not up to me ... to make the world consistent.
... unless you made your life a turning point, there was no reason for existing.
Art is order, made out of the chaos of life.