I was really into writing short fiction and also photography when I was a kid.
I wasn't good enough to be a professional soccer player obviously but that was my first goal in life.
It's sort of one ongoing process where writing ends and directing starts.
Sports teams, people who follow sports teams, religion, churches, work - any company, I find that people just generally have a need to belong to something larger than themselves.
Filmmaking is a real craft.
When I was a kid, I was afraid of large group of conforming people.