The past was suddenly rushing in on me in a way I found hard to fight.
This is how most people live: alive, but not conscious; conscious but not aware; aware, but intermittently.
They're so attached to their patterns that they've forgotten rule number one of human behavior: there are no patterns. People just do things. There's no such things as a coherent and fully integrated human personality, let alone consistent motivation.
It was entirely silent and I tried to breathe its peace.
The physical shock took away the pain of being.
One thing about London is that when you step out into the night, it swallows you.