I always try meditation. Meditation means always keeping one mind, not-moving mind.
Human beings understand too much.
Don't want anything. Then you get everything.
When reading, only read. When eating, only eat. When thinking, only think.
In original nature There is no this and that. The Great Round Mirror Has no likes or dislikes.
Craziness is good. Crazy people are happy, free, they have no hindrance. But since you have many attachment, you are only a little crazy. This is not crazy enough. You must become completely crazy. Then you will understand.