When you're 18, 19, you want to live fast and leave a beautiful corpse behind.

I woke up. I was like, "Look, you can do anything you want - and you want a lot of things, so you should get to work."

Look, I've had four kicks at the can. You've had a tremendous career. We're also happy. We've loved. We've lived. We don't starve. We haven't been shot in the gut. So at that point, I started getting a little more serious about the content we were making and the business and building the business. I also became more serious about life and being happy. I got married, I have kids - I'm happy at a cellular level now.

I always used to say that I wanted to be the next MTV, the next ESPN, the next CNN rolled up into one, and everyone would laugh at me. But now I think that people are finally wising up because, digitally, you can do that.

I don't care if I die - look, I'm old - but you want your kids to have good times and a good life.

I want to be like Tom Freston. Tom just flies around everywhere, gets to make movies, gets to start TV shows, hang out with cool people and do whatever he wants.

I'm addicted to when people are bringing you around their country, telling you their stories. They become so enthusiastic, so passionate.