All my coaches tell me that I have been under achieving.

I just play because I love playing and I try and take as many wickets as I can.

In the space of one delivery so much had changed. My confidence was sky-high. I was pumped up and rock'n'rolling.

I'm fitter than I've ever been, I'm actually very, very healthy and I'm happy.

My life was falling apart and then to come out and play and have my best ever - 40 wickets, 250 runs... But the only reason I could do that was because of the way I thought and I think I'm pretty strong mentally. I think I am anyway, pretty strong to get over whatever it is.

I'm proud of what I've achieved in cricket, as once I didn't think I was good enough.

There are a lot more tabloids in England that like to report other things in your life, some of which are true and some of which are exaggerated and untrue. There have been stories where people claim to have seen me in one place and I wasnt even in that city then. The Aussie press is more judgmental and moralistic.