I lost my sense of trust, honesty and compassion. I crashed down and became what I consider an emotional mess. I've never been so miserable in my whole life. I just wanted to go to bed and never get up.

I certainly don't think you need to be famous to want to leave a legacy, but when you are famous, it's even more likely that your child will get the wrong perspective on your life if you die prematurely.

Criticism is always going to be painful. You live through it. I'll live through it now. It's even harder when you're younger. You don't have the maturity. You're still developing. If you get damaged while you're developing, it's a psychological battle after that. Today, if I get the criticism, I'm not bothered...if I wear the wrong thing, I'm not going to lose sleep over it. Maybe when I was younger, I might have been more affected by that.

I want to talk to people that have been through big disappointments, big emotional crises, deep life struggles, and I will learn something from that.

My voice is stronger today than ever.

I'm more private than people realize. I'm not that easy to get to know.

My goal is to appeal to as many people as I can. I'm not looking to leave country, but I do want to have more international success.