I experienced the judgement of a lot of people - and deservedly so.
I'm supposed to be this complete slapper, that's my reputation.
I think all humans are essentially proud and I certainly am.
My parents were quite liberal with us, always encouraging us to be our own person and be creative.
But there is something seductive and the character, Alfie is so charming, and does make you think like you are the most important thing in the world but he's not that nice, is he.
The newspapers turn a blind eye to how they get their material as long as they have great photographs.