I experienced the judgement of a lot of people - and deservedly so.

I'm a real relationship person - contrary to public perception. I'm either in one or I'm not.

I felt like I was living in some sort of video game and people pre-empting every move I made, obviously as a result of accessing my private information.

I'm really grounded and quite hippie, wanting to nurture and have children and be quiet.

I was very nervous about taking on an empire that was richer and far more powerful than I will ever be. It was very daunting.

People are terrified for their own reputations. They want the press on their side.

I lived my twenties in a very public manner and if anyone's twenties are documented it's not always going to be pretty.