My daily Nespresso coffee, an unexpected shaft of sunlight through the window on a winter's day, my bargain Missoni sunglasses (70 percent off!)

I know what it's like to squander all your hours and all your tears and all your heart on something which turns out to be nothing. Don't waste your time.

But sometimes you have to be brave. Sometimes you have to show people what's important in life.

My life has changed, and I'm changing with it.

But you can't stay with people because of guilt. Or because they can drive a speedboat.

I bet he never goes on YouTube. He's too busy. It's only tragic cases like you and me who are always online.

Our whole family thrives under pressure. It's like our family motto or something. Apart from my brother Peter, of course. He had a nervous break down. But the rest of us.