If it meant that I would never get to think of you that way, as long as you were happy, it was okay.

This moment will just be another story someday.

You take girls, for example. They're copying their moms and magazines and everything to know how to act around guys. I mean it's not like in movies where girls like assholes or anything like that. It's not that easy. They just like somebody that can give them purpose.

And I could see this boy doing his homework and thinking about my sister naked. And I could see them holding hands at football games that they do not watch. And I could see this boy throwing up in the bushes at a party house. And I could see my sister putting up with it. And I felt very bad for both of them.

The truth is, when it gets really quiet, when the silence gets too loud, i really start to miss everyone.

But at one point, Craig was talking about something, and Sam turned to me and smiled. It was a movie smile in slow motion, and then everything was okay.

I just laid around in my bed, looking at the ceiling, and i smiled because it was a nice kind of quiet.