He’s my whole world.” “Don’t ever say that about anyone again. Not even me.

To kill a mockingbird. If you haven't read it, I think you should because it is very interesting.

And I never felt that good in my life. But I also felt bad because I saw her naked without her permission.

I am writing to you because she said you listen and understand and didn't try to sleep with that person at that party even though you could have.

Do you think if people knew how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you?

I used to listen to it all the time when I was little and thinking about grown-up things. I would go to my bedroom window and stare at my reflection in the glass and the trees behind it and just listen to the song for hours. I decided then that when I met someone I thought was as beautiful as the song, I should give it to that person. And I didn’t mean beautiful on the outside. I meant beautiful in all ways.

I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.