It's like he would take a photograph of Sam, and the photograph would be beautiful. And he would think that the reason the photograph was beautiful was because of how he took it. If I took it, I would know that the only reason it's beautiful is because of Sam.

If it meant that I would never get to think of you that way, as long as you were happy, it was okay.

Sam has brown hair and very, very pretty green eyes. The kind of green that doesn't make a big deal about itself.

The girl that introduced The Smiths' song 'Asleep' to me was an important musical influence that I met in college. From there it's been an ongoing journey of different bands at different times, introducing bands and songs to me.

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

As much as I feel sad, I think that not knowing is what really bothers me.

I don't even remember the season. I just remember walking between them and feeling for the first time that I belonged somewhere.