I love my mom. And this time, I told her I loved her. And she told me she loved me, too. And things were okay for a little while.

And I wonder if anyone is really happy. I hope they are. I really hope they are.

My sister was the one who told me where babies come from. My sister was also the one who laughed when I immediately asked her where babies go to.

It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.

All I could do is lie there and think about how much her voice changed when she asked me if she was pretty, and how much she changed when I answered.

I found, through the process of doing 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower,' that I really love directing movies and I love writing books and so this will become the centerpiece of my career for the next ten or twenty years. Doing these adaptations.

Enjoy it. Because it's happening.