What you have told us is rubbish. The world is really a flat plate supported on the back of a giant tortoise.

Think of our DNA. In the last million years, our DNA hasn't changed at all. It's really much the same as it was in the jungle, a million, two millions years ago. But in the last 200 years, our destructive capacities have increased many, many millions of times over. Why don't we see intelligent signals from outer space? Because in all likelihood, once the civilization reaches the point our civilization has reached, it destroys itself.

Maybe I don't have the most common kind of motor neuron disease, which usually kills in two or three years.

The question is: is the way the universe began chosen by God for reasons we can't understand, or was it determined by a law of science? I believe the second. If you like, you can call the laws of science 'God', but it wouldn't be a personal God that you could meet, and ask questions.

Even if there is only one possible unified theory, it is just a set of rules and equations. What is it that breathes fire into the equations and makes a universe for them to describe?

I have noticed even people who claim everything is predestined, and that we can do nothing to change it, look before they cross the road.

It's the gravity that shapes the large scale structure of the universe, even though it is the weakest of four categories of forces