I know Okay, Sorry. I am. Look, I'm human. It's hard to be fair sometimes. We don't always feel the right thing, do the right thing

How easy it must be when you had no secrets from the person you lived with." - Eclipse, page 208

I thought about that for a minute - about what I wanted.

My first feeling was that there was no way to continue. Writing isn't like math;in math, two plus two always equals four no matter what your mood is like. With writing, the way you feel changes everything.

Jared glared balefully at the old man, his eyes full of the shock and pain of the betrayed. I had only human comparisons for such a look. Caesar and Brutus, Jesus and Judas.

He squeezes my hand, and my heart punches against my ribs. It's just like pain, this pleasure.

Two voices struggled inside me. One that wanted to be good and brave, and one that told the good one to keep her mouth shut.