I had the easiest publishing experience in the entire world. I sent out fifteen courier letters to agents, got five no replies, nine rejections and one I want to see it. A month later I had an agent. Another month later I had a three book deal with Little Brown.

And, by the way, I adore you.... in frightening, dangerous ways.

Your hair looks like a haystack...but I like it.

I know love and lust don't always keep the same company.

i want you, and i want you forever. one lifetime is simply not enough for me.

But most significant in this tidal wave of happiness was the surest fact of all: I was with Edward. Forever - Bella Cullen

The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under. I did not resurface.