You can't trust a vampire, trust me

And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

You and I won't lose each other, I will always find you again. No matter how well you hide. I'm unstoppable.

I thought about that for a minute - about what I wanted.

I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed.

And then writing, it was like I just found it, you know? Like you just found your favorite flavor of ice cream, all of a sudden there it is. 'This is what I should have been doing for the last thirty years. What was I thinking?' So I was, then I was in and then I had to just keep going with it.

After a few decades, everyone you know will be dead. Problem solved.