I could see how easy it would be to fall into loving Bella. It would be exactly like falling: effortless. Not letting myself love her was the opposite of fallingโit was pulling myself up a cliff-face, hand over hand, the task as grueling as if I had no more than mortal strength.
Iโve chosen my life โ now I want to start living it.
More than my own life
Perhaps without the lows, the highs could not be reached.
Don't be a baby about this. No tantrums.
I'm trying to keep"โ he huffed, shifting his weight as the treetop bounced himโ"my promise!" I blinked my wet blurry eyes, suddenly sure that I was dreaming. "When did you ever promise to kill yourself falling out of Charlie's tree?