My old mind hadnโt been capable of holding this much love. My old heart had not been strong enough to bear it. Maybe this was the part of me that Iโd brought forward to be intensified in my new life. Like Carlisleโs compassion and Esmeโs devotion. I would probably never be able to do anything interesting or special like Edward, Alice, and Jasper could do. Maybe I would just love Edward more than anyone in the history of the world had ever loved anyone else. I could live with that.
Stephenie MeyerThere was a different ending to New Moon originally. It was a much quieter book. It was very much all in Bellas head.
Stephenie MeyerIf you donโt send Edward out,โ Emmettโstill invisible in the nightโhissed menacingly, โweโre coming in after him!โ โGo,โ I laughed. โBefore they break my house.
Stephenie MeyerI tensed for the spring, my eyes squinting as I cringed away, and the sound of Edward's furious roar echoed distantly in the back of my head. His name burst through all the walls I'd built to contain it. Edward, Edward, Edward. I was going to die. It shouldn't matter if I thought of him now. Edward, I love you.
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