But the absence of him is everywhere I look. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.

I don't want you to leave Which is exactly why I should. But don't worry. I'm essentially a selfish creature. I crave your company too much to do what I should.

Edward thought he was going to ruin Bella's life and he made her happy. And that really was everything for him.

the best 4 letter word in the world is Hope

I’d noticed that his eyes were black – coal black.

"You’re exactly like Charlie." She'd sighed, resigned. "Once you make up your mind, there is no reasoning with you. Of course, exactly like Charlie, you stick by your decisions, too."

That’s why it was so impossible to tell him goodbye — because I was in love with him. Too. I loved him, much more than I should, and yet, still nowhere near enough. I was in love with him, but it was not enough to change anything; it was only enough to hurt us both more. To hurt him worse than I ever had.