I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever.

It will be as if I'd never existed. The words ran through my head, lacking the perfect clarity of my hallucination last night. They were just words, soundless, like print on a page. Just words, but they ripped the hole wide open, and I stomped on the brake, knowing I should not drive while this incapacitated. I curled over, pressing my face against the steering wheel and trying to breathe without lungs.

It took less than half a second for me to realize that, as long as I was truly insane now, I might as well enjoy the delusions while they were pleasant.

That maybe you should make the most of what time you have? That you shouldlive while you’re alive?

I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.

I had never given much thought to how I would die, but dying in the place of someone I love doesn't seem like such a bad way to go.

Que Quowle" -stay with me forever-