The people and successes in your life mirror your beliefs.
Like everything in life, it is not what happens to you but how you respond to it that counts.
Success is virulent. Once you get the bug then it's in you.
Tell me your thinking, and I'll tell you what your life looks like.
The way forward is to stop pestering yourself for answers and let it, the creative part of your mind, come up with the solution when the time is right.
Every time a champion makes a decision they have a chance to learn something new, regardless of the outcome.