I trained myself to perform on the field.

That's the past. I don't agree with retrospect.

You've gotta find a way to get out of your own way, so you can progress in life.

I threw all my pitches over the top which was important for me because my slider was hard to tell from my fastball at release.

I trained myself to perform on the field.

To get the feel of how the slider should roll off of your index finger, use this grip and practice at half speed and roughly half the distance to the mound.

So what I did on the field was the essence of what I am. Remember me like that.