I think it all goes down to who plays the better football on the night.
It was difficult knowing one of your cousins had lost his life.
Football is all about winning things as a team but it's also important to pick up individual awards along the way.
If you don't play well, you have a bad game or a nightmare you know that the amount of coverage is worldwide.
I have always applied myself the same for club and country.
To me it's the best trophy you can win and to bring it back for all them fans that have supported us right through would be something special.