All words are masks and the lovelier they are, the more they are meant to conceal.
Steven MillhauserHis ambition was to insert his dreams into the world, and if they were the wrong dreams, then he would dream them in solitude.
Steven MillhauserThat afternoon he told me that the difference between human beings and animals was that human beings were able to dream while awake. He said the purpose of books was to permit us to exercise that faculty. Art, he said, was a controlled madnessโฆ He said books weren't made of themes, which you could write essays about, but of images that inserted themselves into your brain and replaced what you were seeing with your eyes.
Steven MillhauserAnd again it snowed, and again the sun came out. In the mornings on the way to the station Franklin counted the new snowmen that had sprung up mysteriously overnight or the old ones that had been stricken with disease and lay cracked apart-a head here, a broken body and three lumps of coal there-and one day he looked up from a piece of snow-colored rice paper and knew he was done. It was as simple as that: you bent over your work night after night, and one day you were done. Snow still lay in dirty streaks on the ground but clusters of yellow-green flowers hung from the sugar maples.
Steven MillhauserI saw that I was in danger of becoming ordinary, and I understood that from now on I would have to be vigilant.
Steven MillhauserPerhaps sound is only an insanity of silence, a mad gibber of empty space grown fearful of listening to itself and hearing nothing.
Steven MillhauserSo imagine a fire going -- wood snapping the way it does when itโs a little green โ the wind rattling the windows behind the curtains -- and one of those Chopin melodies that feel like sorrow and ecstasy all mixed together pouring from the keys -- and you have my idea of happiness. Or just reading, reading and lamplight, the sound of pages turning. And so you dare to be happy. You do that thing. You dare.
Steven MillhauserIn the long dusks of summer we walked the suburban streets through scents of maple and cut grass, waiting for something to happen.
Steven MillhauserI had thought that words were instruments of precision. Now I know that they devour the world, leaving nothing in its place.
Steven MillhauserBut what struck me was the book-madness of the place--books lay scattered across the unmade bed and the top of a battered-looking desk, books stood in knee-high piles on the floor, books were crammed sideways and right side up in a narrow bookcase that rose higher than my head and leaned dangerously from the wall, books sat in stacks on top of a dingy dresser. The closet door was propped open by a pile of books, and from beneath the bed a book stuck out beside the toe of a maroon slipper.
Steven Millhauser